Long time coming!

Well I have decided that for lack of better things to focus on my art a lot more here recently. The problem is I am just one of those people that can't stick with something! I start projects and don't finish them. I just conk out about half way through and can't figure out how to finish the piece. Losing motivation really sucks. I have so many great ideas just can't deliver here recently! As an example, I have three paintings sitting in the other room and all of them are in need. Just can't work myself up to finishing them. I think that's why I love my digital art so much. I can hammer out a digital work in roughly an hour or so. Where as the paintings can take weeks. I have to say my patience is crap!
On a entirely different note, I am still unemployed. It seems I get many nibbles but no bites. I really think I chose the wrong career path. I thought maybe my art would be able to supplement me through these hard times but nothing seems to work! I can't make any money off it even though everyone that looks at it is like cool or neat. I sometimes feel that they are saying it to my face and then talking shit or something behind my back. I don't know. Guess I'm just paranoid or something. In any case. I have cleaned up my life here recently. Clean as a whistle or so they say. I haven't smoked any pot or drank at all since new years. Got a little over a month and running now. As for the cigs I think I am on my last pack! I have two left and I am pretty sure I am not going to be buying any more. Long time coming! Got bout ten years of smoking on my lungs and I think its time to quit! Gonna be rough so watch out guys. Might not wanna get in my way the next couple of days! :) Further more I feel a sense of relief and once I get some lung capacity back (more like once it gets warm out) think I am gonna start running again. Hopefully I can drop myself back down to under 200. That would be great! Haven't seen those days since high school.

Just also wanted to say, if any of you guys have any ideas on how to get the art out there a little more, I would really appreciate the advice! I can't seem to find my niche and could really use some help!
Well so long for now,
MadBill