Just had to ramble...

Do you feel it? The screaming in my head... yelling at me I don't understand. The voices the though of the insurmountable goals of a under appreciated man. I just don't get it. The thoughts racing. What, why, it just keeps racing. The feeling that this could only be caused by that of another. Legs twitching...jonesing for a cigarette. To die right now would be a same. Here I am nothing yet in my own mind I am king. Simple are those who just don't feel the calling. Better things await. I hope. Hope, its such a small word with wide aspirations. To hope of a better future for all people. People of all races. I would say religions yet religion in my eyes is a myth. I've heard it all before. We do what we do be cause thats what drives us. The dream for all mankind. To better equip ourselves for the future. But why. Shouldn't we be focusing on the present. It's time for change yet change never happens. Evolution of us as a species. But what i want to know is whose next. Or have they already come and gone due to polution or raping of habitat. Crazy people with crazy ideas. They are the ones to follow yet must not be taken lightly. Follow of your own dream is really the way to go. Blended together with the heinz 57 mix of people on this earth. To follow your own dreams but not at the sake of others. Climb your way to the top just make sure that your climbing a mountian and not a pile of dead bodies. Sick but true. The ones at the top should step down for the rest. The ones at the bottom should try to rise up. Can we make it I don't know. But to try. Testing the everlasting spirt of the human race. I would like to a answer for everything and I think the hitch hiker put it the best 42. The question is what you gotta find out. I think he had it just about right when he said how many paths a man must walk. Explore! Thats the true nature of people. For millions of years we have explored. Its the idea of walking the unknown. Thinking outside the box and not stoping to ask whats right and wrong mearly to act and pay the consequences later. Its life. Damned if you do nothing. You have to have something to keep you going. I beleive only in worship of one thing and that would be the goal that you set forth for yourself. Idolize that. It will keep you strong.
As for the people of this world I say this to you. Come together under one Idea. Peace and the will to survive. Why fight about a beleif. A beleif in which you cannot prove. We have baiscly proven evolution. Not that I'm a scientific person but we can't it just be about the journey and not about whos right and wrong. Lets just put it all out there. Say that your god or goddess or gods exist. Do you think for one second that a all powerful being that surely knows way more than our minds can imagine let alone understand would want you to fight/promote violence over the beleif in itself. Why would that god/gods want you to fight and demoralize its core values. Wouldn't it rather you expand your knowlege so even the next time you ran into a nonbeleiver you could be better equiped to deal with the situation presented. You always hear about religious tensions everywhere. WHY? Why can we not just get along. You go do your thing and I will go do my thing. Thats all we have to say. Where does this preexisting violence always spawn from. I understand that urge for violence is uderly sown into our genetic make up or hardwired into our brains. But the thing is this why can't we find some way to control it. With all the things we have available to us, why is it just so hard for us to vent in a successful way? There are sports, art, even something as simple as punching a wall. Shit I have patched a couple holes in the walls of my parents place. Its better a wall then somebodys face. People are dieing every day and yet we just can't change out ways. I know one thing... and that is that if I were to bring children into this world I would teach them one thing. Dream!
Now that I got that all out of me I guess I'm back to the original reason for this post. As of two days ago I totally flip flopped my schedule and today being the first day of this new schedule I feel very strange. I was watching tv and I just had to come type something. I was jonesing. My heart was racing and my mind, oh it was truely a mind fuck. So I sat down pulled up the browser and this is what I got so I hope you enjoyed. I swear some days are just crazy!

Haven't Been On In a Bit...

Yea, though I would get on and give you guys the good ol update. Got like 24 days in the book no smoking of the good herb. Maybe I can get a job now! It really sucks when you have a bachelors degree and you still can't get a job. Like really, wtf? Any ways got the halarious new Obama Yo Mama! T-shirt out. LMAO! Check it out shits great. Also I was out in the country the other day travling to my cousins house and I stopped to take some cool new panoramic photos. I love these pics. Got 2 new ones check them out http://fav.me/d2b06jb & http://fav.me/d2awsse ... Like them both. Really good stuff! Any way. Waiting on phone call that seems to never come. Got a interview with a vallet car company here in Rockbottom. See what they say when I tell them I really can't drive a stick well. Any case thats at 9am if I even get up that early. Gonna try real hard. Need a job worse than ever. Got bills to pay! Keep working on the art and the zazzle store but I guess the world is as broke as I am considering I still haven't sold anything. I just wish someone would buy something so I know the shit works. Starting to wonder if I'll ever sell anything. So if you guys do buy something let me know so I can at least check and see if it shows up!
Well off to more pointless endevores. Next fri new stargate woo hoo...